starbucks aftermaths

was cleaning out blogs and accounts and came across this entry i wrote back in march of this year that i felt needed to find a home again instead of being deleted all together
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'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''last year’s stomach cramped talks
finding myself in starbucks hoping i’ll run into this part of the last 12 month circle.
popping or crying, remaining choked when he’s there or not.
last months magic markered hallway proved control is in best interests.
hard chairs of interigation rooms, accusations thrown down my throat
all i got is this copyright of my little 3 letter word
this fraud lines up straight back down his penil canal
fucking me so she’ll fuck him.
dissmissing cherring up, cheering up, cheering.....
got get that why? tune out of my smile covered impressionable
biuld my desk
clear my calender
dumpster dive
sit on back and let myself be dismissful

YEAH THAT IS ABOUT WHAT YOU GET WHEN YOU LET ME WRITE SOMETHING WHILE DRINKING SOME JAMESON IN STARBUCKS.
thanks travis for letting me hangout for a bit and for the free veggie sandwich. it wasn’t bad but if i had to spend 5.74 on a small salad between two small pieces of bread i’d pass.'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''